是你变了！还是我？

其实是我。

对你们来说我变得很陌生。

从前那份傻里傻气的孩子，现在怎么变得那么… 变得都不知道该用什么词去形容。

其实是我。

对我来说你们变得很陌生。

从前有什么事都能聊，而现在只会默默的去想办法解决，甚至连向你诉苦我都不再愿意。

你曾经对我多么好，好得连别人都恨我。

如今的你，我没那身份去谈论。

我不满意我现在的生活，可是都是我自找的，只能说：我活该。

保持这样的生活态度，那以后才能够自己撑过去，不麻烦别人。

就让我们维持我们的默契：

我不找你，你不找我。

如果有一天，你找我了，你会发现原来我没离开过。

helpless . . .

Too many things happened in a month...
Couldn't handle it all by myself..
I feel helpless... seriously..
What can i do... to make myself feel better
I was worried to death and you act like everything is okay
I've been told not to do that but deep inside my heart i really want to know
There is nobody there for me..even one second
I couldn't sleep well over the nights.. I can only feel my tears
Trying so hard .. so hard to hide my emotion in front of others
and yes, i did it .. i did it so well they not even realised how hurt i was
helpless is the only word i could think of to describe my feelings...

the word -- helpless .

hard, harder, HARDEST!

Well, so fast my 3 month holiday.. FLEW! gone..
in that 3 months.. quite happy but erm... sad too...
because! after i back to UK i dun even know when i can go back again..
*at this time i should say... FUCK!!!!* T__T
Started my work placement 17/9 .. .. ..
and i really can feel that I DON'T LIKE TO WORK!
i prefer study..even thou i HATE exam but still better than work....
is so tired and got no time to shopping and spend with mummy...sad sad
I'm sure that i enjoy the first few week of work but... no more than that...
wish this year could end fast then i can go back to study life which means..
i got HOLIDAYS again..! hahax..
planning to go a lot of places... Main of cz is Disneyland is Orlando la~~
but... bo money... maybe .. change? paris? or greece...
aikz..! i swear am gonna study hard at this stage... work hard next stage and PLAY HARD final stage!
lolx...that's how life should be!

Study Hard...Work Harder...PLAY HARDEST!
♥

♥ my family

i love my mummy
i love my daddy
SO MUCH!

ytd on phone wif my lou dao..
ishhhh
say my leg macam white carrots
my face like =.="
daddy..you could use a better word gua u...
P.S! he just use the LENGTH .. NOT THE SIZE!
i admit i do have a pair of short cute legs
but...THEY ARE NOT FAT..lolx
sumore talk alot bla bla bla and BLAAAA
happy talking with him.. ♥
til now still asking me izit got go back
the answer from me is still : err..dunno..think harh sin..
muahahahax imma bad girl...wuulala
bring mummy for breakfast tat day..
weeehee..actually .. is i keep bising go eat breakfast wif her =.=
cz i just enjoy the feel when only me and her in a brand new day ♥
da~da~da~~~
end of tis month then i WILL BE BACK
so...to u .. please prepare!
Drink - Drank - DRUNK plz!!!!!!!
love u guys lots. ^.^

o0o!

thk me no brain 1 izit
or jus tot me 3 yrs old
ma chao hai...
dun always say until like u do NTH wrong
i FUCK!
ma zibai lu
always find small thg then angry thr
no brain 1 a? hw old jor
stop acting like a baby lor diuz!
lanjiao!
du 9 lan ..nia sing u
duno use wat to thk
ish!!!!!!

gik sim. .

gik sum sei ngor jor...
sad sei ngor jor...
haihz...
u dunwan see me meh?
u 1 year see me 3 weeks enuf jor a?
dunwan see jor??!!! count count oso dunno got 2 weeks onot
since i go back go here n thr
nw i can go back 3 MONTHS worh dai lou
u ask me dun go back? so cantik la u
i oso dunno hw to say edi me...
so faint arh!
dun care jor..
luckily mummy say can go back
lolx..sumore go back wif us
oh yah! go Thailand go Taiwan
yes i want!
travel everywhr
here go go there go go
here eat eat there eat eat
muahahxxx! but dun wish to vomit =.="
go back wan celebrate my 21st la!!!
i wan a big big bday party
MAIN POINT - DRINK,DRANK,DRUNK!
pub,cafe,CLUB anywhere! DRINK!!!!!!!
drink die me! the best~!!!
otak stuck again..nid use beer to make it work again
LOLX YEAH!!!!!! 
FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!!!

why..

why?

this few days..

feel like shit.! 

dad n mum keep EeOo me...

tis la tat la...

ask me ticket thgs la...wat la wat la

damn fucking fan...

dad dunwan i go back

mum say wan go back...wth =.=

uhh!!!!!! dad dunwan send me money

i have to pay myself for the ticket..ohh!!! PO-CHAN ah!

damn...

almost settle them 2

then heard my frenz got problem

call her...tell me tis kind of bad new...

so sad for her...also prepare married y happen in tis time

sure she very sad...god bless her..T__T

uhh!!!!!!!! april i hate tis month..! 

hope she'll be fine....